DANCE DISTRACTION

Sorry if I sound like a mad, dance-obssessed person..which I am, but I'm slowly getting defocused..the motivation is chipping off slightly, and I need to get it back. I have to rotate myself back on track, cannot lose focus over a guy.

Now, WHAT GUY and WHO ???

That's for me to forget and you to never know.

But it's safe to say that as a dancer, one should not get distracted by the momentary things of life. Like boys.

He is so so so so so so so so cute......so my type la.......
BUT CANNOT ! Have to stop thinking of him, at this point of time in my life, I don't have the emotional maturity or ability to concentrate on so many important things at once !

I have too many things to do, and simply no time to commit to a relationship. I've t0 spend time and commit to God, my family, my Passion, my friends - hello people, yes I love you and no matter what,I'm always there for you, my work - this is a bit susah but still necessary, and my personal development. Not to mention, my personal farewell to-do list...

Gila la aku......
We haven't even started dating..and already I'm thinking of whether to commit into a relationship or not ! Gosh Steph leee..............

I think I'm just temporarily attracted to him. It's not going to last. But the other important things in my life will. That's why, I'm gonna stick to my guns, CONCENTRATE and DO WELL. Guys, I can slot in some other time in my life. Youth and energy and passion and focus and opportunities only come once, I have to maximise and reap the full benefit !

what the heck am i crapping i need sleep...........

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